Happy Moments from Indroda Park Trip

I know not cool but who cares!

Nahiiiiii Vinuta sirf meri hai.......

Is this Scrat? Oh no can't be. Scrat is me!

Rest Time? You need glucon D

Chakke pe chakka chakke pe gadi gadi mein nikali apni sawari!

Maine kuchh nahi kiya! Khud aake soye the aise. Maine nahi kaha tha!

Aaaaahhhhhhh unconditional love for animals!

Attention guys! Military camp roll call!

Bilkul nutan lagte hai na? Mere saath photo khichwane se mana kar diya.

Ahemmm, she has a stick in her hands. So no comments.

Storytelling - Didn't Know I was This Good

Chingari Koi Bhadke To Sawan Use Bujhaye
Sawan Jo Agan Lagaye Use Kaun Bujhaye?

That's what I am thinking right now. I knew I was a good story spinner. But I didn't know I was so good that I can get 6 people to abondon their home within 2 hours and leave. I didn't know I was so good that I can get 6 people to come down on the streets with nowhere to go and no idea what to do. I always believed I was good at writing relationship based stories. But it seems like I am good at spinning horror tales as well. And I can act as well! That's an added bonus. "rangmanch ke umda kalakar jo thehre".

Good to know I have so much talent within me. I deserve an Oscar this time for my performance!

I will go back there again. I will go back to that house. I know the truth of that place. It's a truth that nobody knows. Nobody knows because I didn't tell anybody. So again I take the responsibility of it. After all its a figment of my imagination, isn't it?

We will see!

Teardrops of an Angel

I never knew angels can cry too. But apparently they do. And today I saw my angel cry. It was heartbreaking to see her like this. But my angel is strong. So she did what can be expected of her - put up a brave face and get through the rest of the day.

I am proud of her. She did a great job of getting herself together. She could have thrown a tantrum and made a scene. But she has grace. She composed herself, went back, and started working again. Just because you choose to stay silent and let things go doesn't mean you are a weak person. In fact, you are stronger. That is what she has taught me. She showed me that silence is strength.

And I should have been there for her when the day ended for both of us. But I couldn't. I was called back for something important and she had to leave. I tried to get her to wait for a few minutes but she was too upset to talk immediately. So she left and I let her go. But then I called her up to check on her. She had gotten better by then and she talked. She let all her frustration out and felt good.

I am happy that I can be the shoulder that she can lean on. I can be the listening ear to her frustrations. More importantly, I am lucky enough to be trusted by her to talk about her joys and despair. I will listen to her as long as she wants to talk - whenever wherever.

Its Over

There is only one thing left to say now. "Its Over".

God give me the strength to keep smiling while I kill a part of myself at a painfully slow pace.

"Its fucking over now."

Faith & Hope

Wow feels good to know that the nightmare is over. This has been probably been one of the thoughest times of my life. I lost my stability and yet i had 6 other people to support and manage And then I had to fight something so unnatually evil that it is beyond human comprehension. I still dont understand how we never saw that we had a supernatural presence with us all through the past year. How did we miss the obvious signs. But the truth is that we did and ended up in a life threatening situation.

But now its over and we are safe and sound. One of us could have been badly hurt. We were losing our sanity as well. But now all that is behind us for good. And now I believed we can start living our lives again.

And here again I can't thank enough one person that stood by me through thick and thin. She has been god's grace in our lives. She opened the doors to her house when we were thrown out of our own house. She provided us food and shelter. But she also opened the doors to her heart and let us in. She gave us comfort and warmth. And I have really missed these two things. People offered help but with conditions attached. She was unconditional and selfless. And she became a companion to me. I can never thank her enough. But I do believe that God sent me an angel to help me and it was her. She is my angel in every sense.