Well a lot of people have been dreaming absurd dreams about where I would be in my life when I turn 50 or my hair go gray. On top of that they are sharing these ideas which is so not a good thing. I am being questioned. But the thing is it got me thinking. I thought where do I really want to end up in life? Do I see myself as a married spouse, as a devoted parent, as a hardcore professional - what?
I closed my eyes and what I saw was this:
I see myself carrying a rucksack on my shoulder, traveling from one place to the other. Maybe its the freedom, maybe its the anonymity, maybe its not knowing where I will land up, maybe its the certainity that I will land up somewhere - whatever it is I feel a longing for it.
I want to just pack my bag, get my laptop, and start moving around. I want to wander around like a lost soul. I want to see new places. I want to meet different people. I want to hear their stories. I want to sing in their joys and cry in their sorrows - all without any attachments. But most of all I want to capture all my experiences in my laptop and maybe someday release a book.
I want to give meaning to words through silence.
I closed my eyes and what I saw was this:
I see myself carrying a rucksack on my shoulder, traveling from one place to the other. Maybe its the freedom, maybe its the anonymity, maybe its not knowing where I will land up, maybe its the certainity that I will land up somewhere - whatever it is I feel a longing for it.
I want to just pack my bag, get my laptop, and start moving around. I want to wander around like a lost soul. I want to see new places. I want to meet different people. I want to hear their stories. I want to sing in their joys and cry in their sorrows - all without any attachments. But most of all I want to capture all my experiences in my laptop and maybe someday release a book.
I want to give meaning to words through silence.
i m more interested in knowing wht others see for u in their dreams. come on BB.....tell me wht did she see.
ReplyDeleteHey dere! sorry had been out for a while...but, wt i saw is also her wish. she does nt want to accept it but she knows it and still trying to absorb it. but it will come true! 100% :) hope u guys r going gud. I had written a mail to BB but still no response so not sure if she is upset or busy..:(but yes i miss her badly..and hey BB if u r listning, here is my dedication to ur post- ye dil ye pagal dil mera, kyun bujh gaya..aawaragi...
Deletewht is it tht BB is not telling me? i want to knw abt wht u saw. these days BB is like a live explosive. she is combustible to a dangerous extent. n the worst is she has put on a smile. she is shattered but appears to be happy. tht is when she is nearing her edge n this time i m really worried.
DeleteThats true, evern i hv nt seen her so fierce, n really pray peace for her..but i have faith in her n I know she is strong enough to fight her own fury..She is always annoyed wen i say she is strong enough n so god tests her :) But its also because she is special to him as well.And I am sure he will bring her to peace, the more she runs away, more she will be near it.And as far as what i saw, it was a very happy n rosy dream about you n her :) thats all i can say :P
Deleteoh come on even u r talking in riddles with me now. every time i ask her she just avoids talking abt it. n yes even i have never seen her so fierce. she is like take it or leave it nowadays. n the worst is she is readily giving up on people n relationships. she has detached herself from so many things its scary. i always knew she was different but i have never seen her detached or isolated. i m really scared for her.
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