Yeeeeeesssss!!!! I had set the ball rolling for something in my career a month back. And now the ball seems to have hit the goal post.
I got my first closure today. I am running short of words now to describe what it means to me. I have worked my ass off trying to get this thing going. And now it has finally found its steam. I am sure we will keep on improving and we have a lot more closures in the pipeline.
And now comes the real frustrating part. I know I have something good to celebrate. But celebrate with whom? My colleagues can't know about this thing. My flatmates dont know the importance of this closure. I am not supposed to talk to people about it in the office. People who compete with me have no idea what I have achieved. I did share it with one person though. That has been my saving grace.
Its like you are given a reason to smile but you are not allowed to smile.
I got my first closure today. I am running short of words now to describe what it means to me. I have worked my ass off trying to get this thing going. And now it has finally found its steam. I am sure we will keep on improving and we have a lot more closures in the pipeline.
And now comes the real frustrating part. I know I have something good to celebrate. But celebrate with whom? My colleagues can't know about this thing. My flatmates dont know the importance of this closure. I am not supposed to talk to people about it in the office. People who compete with me have no idea what I have achieved. I did share it with one person though. That has been my saving grace.
Its like you are given a reason to smile but you are not allowed to smile.
i am so happy for you. if there is anybody who deserves this success its u. i know wht u have put urself through over this. i know wht u had risked. so i m not surprised when u have achieved it. in fact i am surprised it took this long. and man u have got terrific patience. i wud have been biting my nails by now. but u were always calm. or was it the calm before the storm like u say it?
ReplyDeleteit was the calm before the storm. but u have been wonderfully patient with me during these days and i cant thank u enough for that
ReplyDeletei had to be patient. i cant lose u so easily. and i knew this time if i had tried to stop u i wud have lost u. so i decided to be ur cushion when u collapsed with exhaustion. dont forget ur stubborness makes me like u more. u r adorably arrogant all the time. so i just decided to be there for u. even u have been there for me in these past few days. remember i m ur wind?
ReplyDeletei have got one more thing to say BB. u have been given a reason to smile then smile. u can do it with me. u dont need to do it in the office. they anyways dont care. they dont even deserve u. i know u wud say thts not true but i have my own doubts.
ReplyDeleteCongratulations..you definitely deserve this..you work so hard i think if i can do just half of what you do..i will feel so great...
ReplyDeletehe he he....but no, seriously i am really happy for you..i wish lots of success coming to your way and i know you would grab it just like that..