Nobody is perfect. Not even me. And so are my friendships. We all make mistakes. I have made mistakes. And there have been times when I have been given that one extra chance to make things right. And then there have been times when I have been denied that chance. But now that I am on the other side I dont know what to do. Should I give her one more chance to work things out or should I give up on her? I know I can go through a lot more than what I have been through till now. I can handle lot more pain and keep quiet. I know I have it in me. But just because I have it in me, should I really?
And then I think can I give it all up without making that final effort? Or more importantly, if I was in her shoes would I have wanted that last chance? Do I deserve to go through more bullshit or does she deserve one last chance from me?
And then I think can I give it all up without making that final effort? Or more importantly, if I was in her shoes would I have wanted that last chance? Do I deserve to go through more bullshit or does she deserve one last chance from me?
stop asking these questions. she has had enuf of those chances and u hav had enuf of her crap. i hav seen u suffering in silence for more than 3 months nw and i m nt happy abt it. u didnt utter a single word. bt she never understood ur silence. i was able to make out here tht u had stopped smiling. bt she never saw it on ur face. after this she doesnt deserve anything from u.
ReplyDeletecan u pls calm down? u getting angry is not helping me control my own temper.
ReplyDeletei cant calm down! she has not only hurt u but has also insulted u. she cud hav given u a grt bday. bt no she hurts u again on ur special day. and then u stay quiet abt it for 2 days and dont tell me. when i ask u how was ur day u say it was "mixed bag". u have tears in ur eyes and u tell me its bcoz u miss family. come on BB u dont deserve this. u deserve more than wht u have settled for so far. u deserve genuine affection. and she certainly doesnt deserve u, not now.
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ReplyDeleteOh no..i don't undstnd why you are giving her such an importance or for that matter what had happened...is it that you don't understand why she had done this..she had done these kinds of things before anyways..and you forgot that..and if i know you correctly you are gng to do that this time too...it will just take that person a few concerning words for you and your freindship or your relationship and the worst, her problems and what she is going thru..and you will get convinced that oh ho..i was so wrong doing this to her..I kno it's difficult sometimes to reach when in need as we are busy with our lives..but don't forget what i told you abt the "feeling of connection" when you talk or meet in person....
ReplyDeleteso just chill you have enough loads other than spending your time on such silly things...concentrate on things like writing, reading i think you should try music "qavvalli kaisi rahegi" : )... and you have your job too..and i don't mind you calling me and talking to me...: ) and you know that right!...
Oh by the way one song for that friend of yours that i planned to dedicate to you when i think sometime in the future if you do that to me :) "mere dusman tu meri dosti ko terse..mujhe gam denewale tu khushi ko tarse" try this in your office...
he he he.....
I guess we have judgement on this and action plan well laid. Any doubt dogle insaan?
ReplyDeletewow u guys have all ganged up on this one. i feel lucky to have u all in my life.
ReplyDeletecrissy i need u but in composed manner. so just calm down. i know u would like to have a face off with her but i dont want that. not for you and her.
tezdhaar i know i can always talk to u. u r one person who has the guts to stand up to me and say u r bloody wrong here. so i would never not talk to u. after all u r my guiding light.
kunjan we have a plan laid out and i m executing it. but when u say judgement i want u to make a fair one. i would respect u for tht. u know the circumstances. cross ur heart and say u were considerate of other people when u were in the same situation. so all this dogla insaan is saying is let the event happen. then will be the right time. only then she will feel the vaccum. lets be a little human and patient here.
but seriously love you all for being there.
i will just say one thing. she is very lucky to have you and she damn well realize that now. or else i will make her see it. u r too humble to demand anything for yourself. but i am not. i will not be so loving or caring. i will speak my mind and your heart. i will make sure that u get what u deserve. she doesnt know wht she has when she has u. i know that.
ReplyDeleteSurely i am there..and i don't think i have to testify on that one, right...Okay now,let's see if things settle down a little bit and you can take it from there then...take care...don't stress yourself on any unneccesary thing as i told you, you have so many better things to do...you just have to choose which one to pick....
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