Yes that's true. I am utterly blessed with friends who stand up for me when I am feeling low. They roll their sleeves up whenever I give up. But most importantly they cry for me while I try to hide away my tears in some washroom. I do believe that I have done something really good in this life to have people like that around me. And I will always make sure that I cherish them to the fullest.
I had nearly lost it this time. I was so angry that I was losing control over myself. And then you guys stepped in. One wiped my tears while the other inspired me to calm down. Its only you two who could reach me and make sense to me. I hated myself for putting her through such shit and had almost given up on us. I knew she had made a concious choice but then I had never expected her to break down. It killed me to see her in a state like this. She had stopped smiling and talking. I never wanted this for her. But then like you said Crissy if I want her to have her respect back then the best way to start is by respecting her decision which is to be by my side. So this is what I will do. I will respect her enough to let her take the call this time.
But really guys, you two are just wonderful!!!
I had nearly lost it this time. I was so angry that I was losing control over myself. And then you guys stepped in. One wiped my tears while the other inspired me to calm down. Its only you two who could reach me and make sense to me. I hated myself for putting her through such shit and had almost given up on us. I knew she had made a concious choice but then I had never expected her to break down. It killed me to see her in a state like this. She had stopped smiling and talking. I never wanted this for her. But then like you said Crissy if I want her to have her respect back then the best way to start is by respecting her decision which is to be by my side. So this is what I will do. I will respect her enough to let her take the call this time.
But really guys, you two are just wonderful!!!
Oh my bumble bee!!! good to know that you have your senses back in place. now i just wish you have your heart in place as well. the one thing that infuriates me and amazes me about you is that how adorably oblivious you are to how much we all love you. that's right i love you and feel priviledged to be your friend.
ReplyDeletewhen will u stop calling me the sweet names? its really me who feels lucky to have you around. u have been my personal angel.
ReplyDeletesometimes i really wonder whether you are real or just an illusion. you are a true contradiction. a person with a child's heart and a philosopher's mind. with volatile tempter controlled by smile. a mysterious person with an open book personality. i dont know how to describe you any more. and the way you love people is just phenomenol. i just love you for who you are honey....
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ReplyDeleteaha i knew u would say this. so let me say one more thing. I just loved violet blues like anything. finally you did it. i think i am in love with your violet. now i seriously want you to start thinking about what the guys have been requesting you to do. recrete something with same people. we are all waiting. even alchemy and chelone have promised to update more often if you create something with violet and the gang and of course the tender relationship between vi and ap. we all want it. and like i said i am in love with violet. but really it was beautiful, especially the final moment and nose peck.
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ReplyDeletesome one around is too busy with work..and forgets not only to share updates here but at times a fact that there is a place called home - where one should go end of the day...
ReplyDeletei am trying to make this place a home. and with all you lovely people i do feel like i am home. but you are forgetting something. i get crazy when it comes to work and writing.....
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